air to breath

just reading about the NOSE….the antomical, physiological…and later will be reading about diseases.

i wont say I am stress or anxious, coz even if I am…..God reminded me….

28 Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy-laden and overburdened, and I will cause you to rest. [I will ^[a]ease and relieve and ^[b]refresh ^[c]your souls.]  29Take My yoke upon you and learn of Me, for I am gentle (meek) and humble (lowly) in heart, and you will find rest (^[d]relief and ease and refreshment and ^[e]recreation and blessed quiet) for your souls.^(A) 30For My yoke is wholesome (useful, ^[f]good–not harsh, hard, sharp, or pressing, but comfortable, gracious, and pleasant), and My burden is light and easy to be borne. Matthew 28:8-10 - Amplified Bible

And i know this, I told God. I know that I shouldnt be anxious! I needed more…I needed His words to comfort me, to guide me….so, I turn to the BIBLE! And God spoke through His Words!

8Ask of Me, and I will give You the nations as Your inheritance, and the uttermost parts of the earth as Your possession. Psalm 2:8

Amazing! God is so amazing! God will never leave us nor forsake us…all we need to do is cry out and He’s there to asnwer!

Ok - back to studying…..

my HTC Tytn II

everyone needs a goal to move forward. it has been a while since i blog and desire to earn thru blogging. for a sole purpose - to get myself a PDA phone.

not for show off - but to put e-bible, to put online sermons so i can listen while on the bus, to put songs to listens when i walk and medic books!

i always…ALWAYS envy those people who have their headsets on when walking and deep down in me, i wish i could have it too….i used to bring my big big discman out but it was so bulky and space-eating….i mean space consuming that i stop doing that since a year or so ago. and more and more people i see around with headsets when they are walking, or they can take pics with phones or read the bible from the phone. eventho i might see neutral about it..my heart cries out that one day i can have it! *note to myself - actual bible is stil the best! aha…*

since years ago, 3 years to be specific - i’ve always wanted a mp3 player to play sermons and songs when i’m on the bus or walking to class. i wanted a camera to take shots for blogging and also to put ebooks - medic or bible.  since i can get all in one, why not get a PDA. that was one of the reason….i think it was the only reason why i wanted to earn thru blogging. and i know, i got some critics because of my previous blog that was flooded with adverts. my intention was innocent but maybe i didnt do it the right way.

anyway, lately, i’ve been reminded…if we ask something from God, it has to be specific. So, it got me thinking….what kind of PDA do i want? i know my criterias…i have certain things that must be included…so, last night, i went to check out what’s in and what’s out…at first i found Dopod C800 which i wanted about a year ago.

but then, i went and search about it again because i wanted to blog about it and also to - set my goals! Guess what, I found..

 HTC Tytn II

So, I’m going to set this as my goal….ahha…and i’ve learnt a thing or two from my daddy and sisters - reviews are important! so i found this and this. You cant really just trust the official site!

Not bad…the more i read, the more i see the MORE i think it’s made for me!!! ahaha…….

some might think it’s too expensive about rm2-3k. with that money, u can get a good desktop or laptop…get new furniture for the house, unlimited supply of KFC for scooby…..haha….that is why, i want to get it with my own earning - thru blogging!

and i just have this peace or you can say it’s confirmation from God that He’ll supply all my need! aha…His words will not return to Him void but accomplish wat it has been sent for! And His words says that He’ll give us the desires of our heart if we are walking in obedience. His ways are higher than ours, His thoughts are higher than ours….so, cannot limit God to our mindset or thinking! He’s can do above all that we can ever hope or imagine. Someone once said - dream big, God will make it come true. And when you cant dream, let God dream for you - and He’ll bring it to pass! Amen to that!!

 Got to brace myself for God’s works and wonders in my life!

ok…time to sleep, it’s 1am!

exhausted

i am tired…exhausted… but the Lord says in Isaiah 40:30-31

30Even youths grow tired and weary,
       and young men stumble and fall;

 31 but those who hope in the LORD
       will renew their strength.
       They will soar on wings like eagles;
       they will run and not grow weary,
       they will walk and not be faint

the picture cute? i’m not a cat person. i’m more of a dog person! i love dogs…anyway…i think i wont be really writing much as my final paper is coming up on Friday and I really need to get myself together to study.

after exam today, i got home by 11.30, changed into my home clothes and went to sleep! At that moment…my stats were all RED or negetive. No mood at all, hungry, sleepy, tired…all i wanted to do is sleep. She said she was hungry…but she wanted to sleep too….later in the middle of my sleep, i heard her waking up and make mee to eat. haha..at that time, i was hungry to the max…even felt like gastric pain…but too tired to be bothered…and went back to sleep.

It was because last night, I slept late…1am…yea, some of you out there might laugh…1am is not late!! aha…but for me, it is. I remember some of my classmates used to study til 3am in the morning for a bio or physic test..or sejarah..back in school. I never sleep past midnight! Anyway…then not only that I slept around 1 something…i had to wake up by 5.30. Just aorund 5 hours of sleep! Dont tell me that is just nice! for the past 2 weeks i have been indulging myself in 10 hours sleep. So, sudden cut of my sleeping hours  results in fatigue.

I know, i know, i should change - sleep less, study more! Got it!! Starting tomorrow, it’s going to be coffee, study, coffee, study, coffee, study. Coffee has caffein which is a central nervous system stimulator meaning it helps with staying up and memory…of coz to a certain extend only!

so for the next 5 days, it’ll be intensive reading on…

the ear

the nose and

the throat

after that i’ll be off to Zurich, London and Disneyland (paris).

God’s mercy and love is new everday. I might seem to have run out today…but tmr it’ll be new!!!

bible as your life manual

does the topic sounds too ‘biblical’? makes you think twice before reading the post? well, i was studying….for my peds exam on Sat! and praise God, i manage to cover once. And this is the first time in history that i manage to cover a subject more than once! yay! praise God!!

so, about the Bible - manual of life.

many people think that the what is written in the bible is restricting life. we cant do this, can do that. have to do this, have to do that. It’s not true. Let me set a analog  - you just bought a new camera. And like all new items, it comes with a manual book! Do you think…that the manual book is trying to limit you from using the camera? NO of course! It helps you maximize the usage of the camera! Same with the bible - God gave us His words not to restrict our life but make sure we live our lifes to the max!

In every manual book you have the part where it says - precaution. Don’t do this, or that. Dont expose your camera to water (if it is not water resistant) or dont expose to extreme heat. For one second, do you think that these precautions are there to make your life hard? Or to make sure you miss out the fun in exposing it to extreme heat or water?

hahaha…..someone once told me. Imagine - while walking down the beach, you want to go for a swim, then u saw the sign - beware- sharks in water - do not swim. Well, there is a reason why it is there. Who would be dump to go into the water and swim. The sign is there to save your life! Make sure you get to live longer, and not die because of being eaten by the sharks!

the same thing with the camera - stating that you should not expose it to extreme heat or throw it into the water..etc, it’s to make sure you that the lifespan of the camera is prolonged! It is not to take the fun out of it? And in our life, whatever the law that God gave, it is to make sure we have the best in life. All sin leads to death! Btw, the only commandment we are accountable - Love God with all your heart, with all our soul and with all your might! And love your neighbours!

moving on, one day, you found that your new camera isnt working as it should. it seems like there is something wrong with the zoom. what do you do? Bring it to a camera shop - it might help you only to an extend. Because each camera is customized by the manufacturer - it is therefore wise to bring it back to the dealer/manufacturer. Because the shop might not have the spare part that is needed or they might not be skillful enough. another example i heard - if your car - a Rolls-Royce has some problem. Do you take it to a mechanic beside the roadside? NO way, right? They certainly do not know what they are dealing with! You’ll take it to the authorized mechanic to be fixed.

In our lifes, when we come across hardship, troubles, brokeness, disappointment, lost…what is the first thing we do? turn to family, friends and even counselors! of course, they might be of help to a certain extend too. But nobody knows us as well as our creator Himself! When we come to a cross-road, let us trun to our Creator because He knows the best!

In the end - to make sure that you live your life to the max - turn to the Bible. To make sure you dont miss out the blessings and promises of God - claim them. And if you find any trouble in anything - turn to the author!!

happy birthday Scooby! & Hei Gou!!

Happy 4th birthday to scooby - our family dog…and…erm Hei Gou! sorry hei gou, we dont know how old you are! kekeke…story about hei gou - one day, she just come to our home and make it her home. ever since, she’s been staying with us! sometimes, we might call her as him because hei gou is more manly than you think!

Scooby is 4 this year…getting cuter, bigger and smarter by each year! Same goes to Hei Gou! The picture below- from their birthday last year. Brown one is scooby, black one is Hei Gou - obviously! haha

Scooby and Hei Gou are one of the best thing that happened to us when we moved to Miri. Never before in my life have i seen such brilliant dogs! They could work together just to get the gate opened. Hei gou can pick up the papers. Scooby knows who are friends and who are not friends. So, practically, he only barks at those that arent friends. That is why poeple might think scooby doest bark - but actually he knows who are the family friends!

howdy?

another 2 days til my exams…19th Jan - peds final. it wont be the final for peds..stil have to take the last paper during my 6th year!

i’m polyphagic - eats alot! poly - multiply times , phagia/phagic - eating. Some people claiims it’s because of the exam coming up and that my brain needs the glucose because brain feeds on glucose..there are some truth in it…and some claims that it’s PMS.

for me, i enjoy eating - right now, what i have in mind - cramble egg with sausage and bread….i wont dream of eating kueh tiaw, why? coz it’s unreachable…got to make sure what i want to eat is something i can make! well, i’ve even think of what to cook tmr for breakfast/lunch - brunch!

i’ll make spicy speggetti! just cook the speggetti and mix it with chili powder. fry egg and sausage - that’s it. simply and yummy! what is your level of spiciness? i must say, i’m beginning to love spicy food. those chili-spicy kinda food - yummy!!! but of course, not too spicy, it’ll cover the taste of the original food.

some people say it’s healtier to eat many meals but in small quantity…well, i dont exactly it in small quantity but i try…in case i get sleepy after eating and sleep instead of studying!

just to add in - i had a dream - of going to paris - it was spooky….like the streets were deserted and there were zoombies…..i should try to sleep less - then i wont get these kinda wierd dreams!

oh…i have some questions for those people who are in London. I need to ask this - what is the ‘must-eat’ stuff when I am there? and where can i get it?

I remembered, last year when I went to Prague - i thought i would not be tasting rice for the whole week of the trip - but it ended up that i manage to eat rice everyday. And it was a bliss for us because we found Chinese Restaurants!!! yea….each meal….well, most of it we had chinese food. wah…it was so great….being away from home for nearly 6 months, not able to taste real chinese food - totally worth it! aha…we had roasted duck, hot and sour soup, etc…superb! and it wasnt expensive….cheaper than the local food even. yay! I can stil remember how excited we were when we saw the chinese restaurant. even tho we werent hungry, we went it….and ate. and we thought, well, i did, that this might be the only chinese restaurant in prague, little did i know, it was everywhere. so, yay!

pic below - a cathedral - St Vitus, i think…it’s magnificient! i was speechless when i saw it…no words to describe..so magnificient! looking back, i think i’ve gained weight! =(

 dont call me crazy but i’m pretty proud to be able to step foot in Prague after TVXQ. they were they to film their video - O and also picture album. And they went to Paris to photoshot their picture album - Bonjour Paris.

ok, i shall sign off now - need to sleep…maybe after reading some more notes!

updates

just woke up - at 10am! wow….had a great sleep…and dream! ahaha…i dreamt i was already in London for winter break!  wake up!! get back to reality!

weather is superb here…not as cold - it’s about -2 til 0. which means dont need to wrap up like a bak zhang each time before going out! erm..does that mean that spring is around the corner? i doubt it…with this global warming…weather changes are really drastic…it can be super cold in one week and then warmer in the other…

last night, i sent of some students who were going back to Msia for winter break! one is going to london for holiday…for 1 whole month!!! for me, 7 days is not enough…i wish i could have 1 month. nevertheless….they all arrived in Moscow safely and is about to fly off soon! yay!!

after sending off them, i fell on the stairs, cut my knee….just abrasions but lots of cuts and bleedings…and it hurts! now it is adding to the collections of scars i have on my right knee! it sort of reminded me of our life….how sometimes we would fall and hurt ourselves. it does now matter how deep the cut it or how did we fell, what matters is how we stand up again and ‘treat’ the wound before it become infected. many times we have hurts in our life and we never do anything about it….we would ‘feed’ the wound with more hurt and making it worst. I’ve just learnt that, all i need to do, is to stand up again, and move on. It may hurt becoz the cut is stil there….but at least i am sure, it will heal with time. ^^